sometimes, words are just left unspoken

2008-01-06T17:24:00.000-08:00

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2008-01-02T15:55:00.000-08:00

im here to write down SOMEof my new year resolutions.
daddy asked me what's my new year resolutions but i told him. I DONT HAVE & DONT KNOW.
come to think of it is stupid la...

1.find a job and save money. at least 5k by the end of this year.
2.get back studying on april.
3.get stronger & stronger.
4.enrollment straight on my birthday.
5.cherish my family , no neglecting.
6.not allowing myself to have so much alcohol .
7.stay at home more often if i doesnt have something on.
8.reach home as early as possible everyday.
9.visit over my mum's place at least twice in a month.

my mind is not working already ! haha.

2008-01-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

FIRST of the year.

didnt slept well last night.
which i dont know why.
went VIVO today.
went shopping,movie and dinner.
home after that.
nothing much special but its a memorable one.
maybe of the screaming in the cinema you had.
HAHA ! cute !!

thinking to find a new job tmr on.
back to school during april.

2007-12-30T00:51:00.000-08:00

dont bother to ask me out on new year eve.
cause i will be spending it at home.
alone ! in my room. with beers.
getting myself wasted again.
what a "WONDERFUL" 2007 !!

why is my gut feelings always right?
sometimes i just hate it so much.
oh whatever shit.

home alone this new year.
a big BYEBYE to 2007 !
YOU SUCKS SOO MUCH IN MY LIFE THIS YEAR !

2007-12-28T15:12:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow !!
i slept at 7am ytd morning to 5pm.
then from 1am i slept till 3pm today.
in the midst of me being awake. i was rotting on the bed watching tv & online.
soo see how i wasted my day at home.

im sick !!!! coughing soo hardly n nobody business.
running a fever !!! (:
locking myself in my room since ytd till now.
how fcuk great.
cause i dont have my sisters to accompany ME !!!
even if i die in my room. nobody knows.
i dont think my grandma can even hear me from my room above hers.

steamboat over at yinghua's later with cg.
finally i can step out of my HOUSE !!!

2007-12-27T18:47:00.000-08:00

i wasn't appreciated at all !!!

i spent this week days mostly at home . and going out in the night.
eve bar 3 days straight in a row.
got myself wasted on x'mas eve.
and the next 2 days i dare not touch chivas.
feel like puking when i smell it.
ton over at esplande last night.
walked from eve bar.
home this morning and slept all the way till 5pm.
3/4 of the day gone.

im going to spend my night alone at home doing nothing i guess.
dating with angel & xiaoxuan today was cancelled due to me sleeping till so late & xiaoxuan cant come out at this hour already. sorry.
meet up sooonnnn !!

new year 2008 countdown ? WHERE?
maybe town. lets seee.

i didnt enjoy myself this x'mas.
2007 a really bad year for me.
not being happy at all from the start.
wore a mask for the whole fcuking year ! HOW GREAT?
i want to be happy pls !!!

i dont deny i changed 360 degree this year.
i wasn't the same at all.
im who i am , not who you think i am.

anyway, im very glad making soo many new friends this year.
seriously i made ALOT ALOT !

- meiling , priscilla , euuren , jervis, jo , jerine , jonovan , nicole , jo's friends , euuren's friends , nicole's friends , my ITE schoolmates and etc .... there's too much to name.
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS THIS LIFE TIME !
& really thanks to you guys for being such a wonderful friends to me.
being there by my side when i needed you guys.

my clique of GAYS !! thanks for bringing me around and opening my eyes to see the world !

you can never compare physical hurts than emotion hurts.
the hurts i had this year will never be mend.
lots of memories , lots of hurts , lots of disappointment , lots of sadness.
cutting , bashing up the wall is nothing. it will never be painful than the hurt i had in my heart.
life is just a misery. its life to go thru soo much .
tired with life, but still i got to hang on.
but its not wasted, i became much mature this year.
i know how to think. i know the right & wrong.
many a times, i really wants to go into a coma and never wake up.
losing my memory is always what i wanted.
but seriously, there's no point. its just a selfish act.

lastly, to both my sisters . i truly love both of you alot.
i do care. no matter what you guys are going thru.
im always here to help and care.
& gwen ; take good care of yourself over at mum's place.
know the right & wrong.
never ever follow the both of ur sisters footsteps.
no more crying ! you're a big girl now.
ILOVEYOU my dear.

2007-12-23T03:51:00.000-08:00

im not use to my outfit today. lols.
i dun deny that im very petty today.
but i just dont know why.
soo ya.vivo after church to meet up euuren & jervis.
i left because i just wanna be alone.
soo yeapps.
suntec after that to find jo.
i guess its wrong for me to go down.
cabbed back to bpp for mac to slack.
chatted with jonovan on e phone.
seriously talk till talking COCK ! -.-
but anyway, thanks brother for cheering me up.
chatting with make me soo HIGH !! lols.
reached home at 3.40am.

JERYEE !! pls SEND ME THOSE PICTURES !!! (:

2007-12-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY

shopping with jeryee & cho.
was finding for my top for this sat.
and i saw 1 at topman . $83 plus a gold tie at $29 = $112.
thinking to buy it.
then walked around n when we reached fareast.
we're half dead. head to PS by bus for dinner.
shouted at cho due to sth. im sorry. but at least i woke you up la.
hahaas ! & this aunty cho. can ask me more than 4 times in a day weather is she SLIM anot ?!?!-..-
head to cathay awhile to find derick & may.
then to paragon to wait for jerine to knock off to go bugis together to meet the rest.
opened martell.
& i was emo-ing at first. and out of a sudden.
i went super high till 4plus.
OMG ! the CHICKEN DANCE ! lols !
and the stupid things i've done together with jerine and euuren.
goshhhh ! lols. i not drunk at all yesterday but VERY HIGH ! lols.
reached home at 5.

TODAY

woke up for work & i worked half day only.
walked to wisma for topman.
and back to PS again.
shopped with aunty cho for her leggings.
and dinner with mummy and family at newton.
headed home alone after that.

counting down for X'mas !! all i want for xmas is YOU !

2007-12-18T15:34:00.000-08:00

i cant talk properly with my retainer on !!!!!
machian lao hong. =/
i JT take it offf !!! lols.
after dental , bus down to bugis and walked to eve bar alone.
follow by jo than eurren & jervis and then jonovan and jerine.

open chivas again.
going tomorrow to eve bar again.
drink drink,fuck mood for everyone.
know a LAO BUNG there. made friends.
hahas. she's 41 yrs old ! and not settle down.
and she's still playing around.=/

Mac to slack at 4plus till 6am.
had BIG BREAKFAST as i was having a bad gastric pain.
then cab home.
omg ! i was like looking at the meter la. 20 cents 20cents ! =/
slept at 7 and i just woke up at 3pm.
cause everyone is still SLEEPING like a PIG !
those are EURREN & JONOVAN !
the rest are working.

2007-12-17T17:23:00.000-08:00

pictures took on friday.
EVERLAST WATCH from daddy for christmas present. (:
THANK YOU !
im soo bored at home.
going for dental later at 7plus. =/
haven been meeting clique for days. =x
mayb later after dental. depends.

2007-12-16T01:01:00.000-08:00

& YES ! took out my braces.going back to dental on monday to have my retainer on.
its kind of weird without braces.
but its much more comfortable.

after dental , slacked at bpp mac with BBF !
we met up since my birthday till now.
its super long .

didnt sleep the whole night but slept in e morning.
soo i cant wake up for work.
worked half day.
i seriously have no mood to do anything & i didnt eat.

im half gone now.
drinking with a unpleasant mood. =/

2007-12-14T15:37:00.000-08:00

in another 2hours im going for my dental.
which means im taking off my BRACES today. HAHA ! (:
have been staying at home this few days.
go out equals spending money. =/
gay went to genting this morning.
and you're going to see me WITHOUT braces when you're back.
hahaas !!!!

its raining cats & dogs again . =/

2007-12-12T22:30:00.000-08:00

movie after work at cine ytd. ENCHANTED. like finally i got to watch it.
went EVE BAR after that. open a bottle of chivas.
made new friends there again.
forever im the youngest. =/
gay was totally gone ytd. goodness.
reached home at 5plus in the morning.
slept till 12noon.

slacked there n here at home.
made jelly then dumplings and lastly packed my room.
packed my room half way and i fell asleep .
from 5pm to 8pm. like omg !
woke up. continue packing again.
and yes finally ! my room is neat again.
threw lots of things away and saw lots of things that reminds me of the past.

2007-12-10T23:50:00.000-08:00

im here to update some random pictures before going to bed ! (:

good night !! im turning in. working tmr ! (:

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2007-12-10T01:01:00.000-08:00

okay, i finally went to collect my laptop.
off to town to meet clique at 9plus.
slacked at gloria jeans till 11.30.
homed. and im working tmr. (:

its 1.01am !
5days to count down. BRACES OFF ! (:

2007-12-09T17:08:00.000-08:00

wednesday

BBQ over my place wasnt that effective.

but its some how fun la with clique around.

GAY BUDDY was drunk. she went super HIGH !

i really laughed my ass out mann. lols.

thursday

slept till 5pm. then meet baby & gay for dinner at LIDO LJS.

went to PLAY after that instead of CHEEKY.

i didnt really enjoy myself cause firstly , i wasnt in a good mood.

secondly, the music SUCKS and thirdly , lots of people.

went to maxwell to eat before going home.

PLAY again the week after next. (:

friday

cathay to find derick.

went PS to shop around. i got myself a pair of shoes again.
baby & gay came to meet after that.

went cine. slacked .

saturday

slacked at home till 7pm.

and head to meet gf & jasmine at cine .

head lucky plaza for pool.

then dreamerz to drink.

2007-12-05T13:11:00.000-08:00

im jobless for the time being.
that means i got 2weeks to think it thru n make up my mind.
i will just take it as a break n think .

thinking back, i have slacked for the past 5months already.
lots of thinking to do for me seriously.
im seriously screwed up and messed up .
im totally in a lost in my life.
why did i ended up like this ?
well, this is not the life i wants to lend.
im soo stress up right now.

stop the nonsense for now.
ytd meet up gay bud for shopping.
ended up , went lido for LJS den vivo to find jervis baby.
head to her place as she wanna take her the clothes and chivas.
head down to lido to wait for gf to knock off.
went cine to catch a 2am movie, HITMAN.
lindy and another guy joined.

movie ended at 3.45am .
head home after that & sleep.
i woke up super early today. goodness.
its raining. hopefully the rain will stop asap.
BBQ-ing in the night over my place.

2007-12-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

my love , give me more time to settle myself alright?
i love you ! xoxo

i love my clique !!

* MORE TO COME ! (:

life is getting more n more exciting for me.
as im going to club everyweek.opening my eyes to see the world.
zouk with daddy and clique soon as daddy promised me ! (:
and a new watch n shoes for me on my xmas.
im always loving my daddy soo much as i dont show it out.
i know !
and for the time. im a working adult.
got my pay ! headache !! dont know if i could save it.
counting n counting non-stop.
im always good in spending money but dont know on WHAT !

drinking at indo chine ytd with clique and jerine plus john.
FUN & FUNNY !
starfucking and mac after working with baby n gay just now.
me and gay is having FEVER ! soo zhun ! lols.
laughing at her voice since morning !!takecare gay !

vivo tmr after work and movie !!! (:

next week planned !
wed bbq over my place , thursday cheeky night ! (:
CLUB CLUB CLUB !

im soo busy ! =x
its DEC!!!

i got to move on!

2007-11-28T18:58:00.000-08:00

i only got 4 to 6 hours of sleep in total for the past 2 days.
went prawning with clique the previous night till morning 6plus and head home to catch some sleep yesterday.
went to work as normal. head to eve bar for drinking before clubbing with clique again.
went to PLUSH after that.
freaking many ahlians' n bengs'.

went in and start we went to the dance floor.
1st half of dancing for 2hrs.
then went out to rest.
went back in again n dance till 4am.
and my leg is aching now. -.-
went supper at bukit timah and head home.
slept at 6plus and woke up for work again.
& i was soo fucking pissed in the morning as i have not enough sleep at all.

im going home tonight and SLEEP ! OMG !! i need my bed badly !!!

i seriously feel like clubbing everyweek.
PLAY PLS !!!! ):

2007-11-22T23:03:00.000-08:00

i never cried this way for a very long time already.
my heart is so painful.

im totally lost in my life.
breaking down soon i guess.

thanks darling for being there for me.

2007-11-18T21:41:00.000-08:00

another dont know how many days i didnt blog already.
wasn't free to get to use my laptop. soo yeapps.

im getting my braces off on 14dec together with sulwyn. YAY !

just today , i bleached my hair. and i look even like a gangster now. OMG ! and even older.
cut my hair too.

once i get my pay next month , i gotta get nokia 5310 musicXpress ! (:
im soo in love with that phone.
its slim and nice. but its nokia. but its alright.

2007-11-12T22:40:00.000-08:00

well well well ! i haven been blogging for long as i was busy and tired or rather LAZY n i had nothing to blog about.

working = no life seriously.
im stress im tired !
but this job is relaxing & easy money.

im using motorola V8 now. which is kinda nice fone. latest model.
and im seriously in love with the Z6 orange. OMG !
but i still gotta get use to typing of texts.
somehow its giving me problem.
i dont have the charger with me at home and i got to off my phone as and when.
so i only can like charge it in my shop as theres a charger there.

everyone was like saying when i work. im like having good life.
cause i like doing nothing when there's someone helping me to do everything.
and i always get to eat without paying everyday.
& texting and texting soo many ppl every single day.
my bill is going to exceed i think. oh whatever.

offically out of school means i dropped out ! (:

happy advance 17th month darling !

2007-11-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

worked ytd till 7.45 and caught a movie with babyhon at cathay.
the game plan was a nice show.
after movie headed to ps for carl's j.
yummy!
home-ed after that.

woke up at 240 today.was super tired.
head to meet babyhon for dinner had roasted duck n pork.
babyhon's super cute today!(:

im offically out of school!
what is school to me mann !!!!

2007-11-05T00:43:00.000-08:00

i haven been blogging for days.
i have like nothing to talk about.
work at M shop was relaxing and fun.

went to meet W368 for dinner after work as the guys wanna watch soccer at eve bar.
soo i brought them there. and went cityhall with babyhon to meet her friends.
pool session at MS at around 11plus after eve bar.

i won like straight 3-4 rounds of game.
& babyhon just cant stop laughing when she plays.
cabbed home after that.

i ditched work today and i rotted at home the whole day.
dinner with family at home. its been a long time since .
watched the L word.
under the heavy rain & im having a bad flu now.
i think i gotta ditch school tmr and head to work in the morning.

i just wish i can throw away my phone & people cant contact me.
i left my phone in my room the whole day & im down in the living room with my lappy and tv on.
i just couldnt get to sleep, BUT my eyes are really tired already. oh goshhh !!
waking at 9am. tsk !!

2007-11-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SISTER!

okayy, im got the L word season 2-4. lol
im going to stay home n watch it.
working @ Mshop tmr already.

2007-10-31T10:18:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning ytd and prepared for school .
took the lift down and walked til blk 643 and i U-TURN back.
cause its raining heavily. hahahas.
slack downstairs my block awhile and went home and change to hit
angel's to copy L word .
hit cine to meet dear for movie .
walked at 4.50 show and ended at 7.14. -.-
LUST, CAUTION. sucks like hell i tell you.
met daphne after that.
and they went to LJS for dinner.
& i went off first.

im soo tired last night & i didnt call dear. im sorry dearest.
and when will i be seeing you again ?

i dont feel like attending school today !

2007-10-29T16:05:00.000-07:00

went over plaza in the morning for breakfast with clique.
then hit lot 1 for arcade & neoprints.
went back plaza alone to get something and head home with joeytan.
working later on. soo TIRED !

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2007-10-29T02:15:00.000-07:00

slept at 3 last night and woke up at 11 this morning.
went for lunch at dad's. super full.
hit sheng siong after that to get all the stuffs i want.
home-d after that. and went to work.
at 8plus most of the items are SOLD OUT !
hahas. omg ! im soo free at 9plus already. slacked and chatted.
knocked off at 11 and jer and euuren came .
reached home 12.

im taking up two jobs now and im still studying. =/

2007-10-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

with CHO auntie. hahas !cam-whored. :D

ml called this as grasshopper drink. -.-

4th

went to penisula with meiling in the evening as she wants to buy jeans.LAST LAST MIN DECISION.
she bought 2 jeans and i bought 2 tops.
that girl hor ! eye swell . keep touching. so i bought a drink for her before meeting her.
angel came soon after.
went to Q for donuts at donut factory as both of us are craving for donuts.
after that dear came. hahas.
hit cine. and im only the one having BK alone. hahas.
went to walk around at heeren and then slacked at cine again.
walked to cuppage , PS and head home. am soo tired pls !!!

lunch tmr to celebrate joey's and work at 6pm. =/

2007-10-27T13:55:00.000-07:00

dear ! i will love you more if you're taking MC to accompany me today. HAHA !

dental yesterday . & good news. IM TAKING OFF MY BRACES DURING DEC !
hahahas. omg ! i cant WAIT ! lols.

cine later hopefully with girlfriend around. i miss you soo badly !

2007-10-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

my dear wasnt there soo i got to hug the pillar ):

emo-ing

left side.

right side!

woke up by lots of people in the morning at 7am for school.
but i still couldnt wake myself up. soo i woke up at 11am and prepared for afternoon lesson.
reached school at 1 till 3.30. went home after tat and head to bpp for find baby and wife. (:

2007-10-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

woke up at 9.15 today for breakfast with baby and wife at lot 1 LJS.
went arcade after that for some games.
and i didnt went to school. went cartel to check out my schedule for this week & walked around with wife.
hit down town to meet dear and cuppage for pool and head back home for dinner with dear.
she only know hw to entertain herself with comic books and im lying on bed watching tv as im having a bad headache. wife said, lack of sleep . -.-

my daddy told me that he play FACEBOOK last night. -.-

dont put words into my mouth when actually you dont even know anything.
do what you want to do, dont affect her cause she dont worth anything of all your shit.

am i wrong to care for my friend ? when she/he isnt in good mood ? c'mon. im conscience clear of what im doing. im do care as much but sometimes i just dont show out. dont get affect by anyone out there. im always willing to care and help my friends around me. i dont wan a sour friendship cause of small little things that others said. its not fair to me and even not worth.

iloveyou my dear.

2007-10-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday *

went to wait for dear after work again.
head down to cuppage and cine for pastamaina.
hit expo to meet ah soh.
and then bugis . saw baby and others. and left shortly.
wanted to catch a movie. but bugis has no movie i wanted to watch.
soo went EVE BAR to drink .
left at 2 and then cabbed home.
slept once im on my bed. hahas.

woke up at 11plus.
went to meet dear after her work .
then hit down geylang awhile and off to IMM to find ah soh for dinner.
omg ! i ATE super much today.
double swiss burger meal and 3 fishballs and a double cheese burger !
soo SINFUL pls !
OMG !! SUCKS !!

i hate the feeling i had yesterday.
haish . the feeling is soo uneasy.
i just went speechless.
i miss you baby and wife ! ):

2007-10-20T00:55:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6plus for school. dear called. and to her surprise i was already awake.
lols. prepared for school and head to meet xinyi and others.
ms nat lesson cancelled but make up class for ms jean. she came in at 9am.
and requested for breaktime.
as everyone is soo hungry in the morning.
ate and head back to class. started at 10am.
and went to find mr zo at 1030 about my problem.
signed a form saying if im not going school again without reason i will be kick out.
soo im going to sch tmr on !!!

ended school at 11.30am. and head to find dear.
reached at 12 and waited till 3pm.
slack alone and saw cheryl.
shop with her awhile and meet dear and co.
nicole and friends came to say hi to me at TANGS.
then head to cine. and slacked awhile.

went to cuppage for lan and pool session.
then head down to cine again to find meet angel with dear.
slacked at rocky. and nicole and co came awhile.

soon after oh soh came with lots of things. shopping ! HAPPY liao lor. tskk.
drink abit and head back home at 10plus. im damn tired now. =/

your smell lingers!i love!

2007-10-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

hands off my girl !

baby just loves taking picture of me ! hahaas. anw ! I LOVE YOU baby ! (:
and my WIFEY !!! (:
random pictures took this few days.

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2007-10-18T02:20:00.001-07:00

my mood sucks like hell now ! FUCK !!!
i didnt attend school to meet session head today.
i just feel like having a heck care attitude.
i dont want to know and care about anything.
seriously. when i chose not to know about things.
there's always someone coming to me to tell me.

what are FRIENDS for ? i tot i found the friends i can be close with.
yes, im always happy being out with my clique. but ! what happened recently?
i treasure you guys soo much !!! i seriously do.
you guys are soo important to me than anything in my life.
sigh-

5.20pm

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2007-10-18T00:44:00.000-07:00

didnt attend school today as someone dun allow me to hang up the PHONE 4plus in the morning.(STUPID JOJO.T)
soo i couldnt wake up pls. slept till afternoon and went cityhall to meet jojo dear.
then jervis baby and euuren bud came to meet us.

hit down to katong to have laska and pool session.
after tat hit eve bar. its like a every sat and wed routine.
left at 11plus with jojo dear. train-ed home all by myself.

tmr will be seeing the session head. and im gotta be in deep shit.
KICK OUT OF SCHOOL !
sigh-

i want to care as much as i wanted, but i dont know how to help.
but i will be here for you. i promise my dear.
no more crying ! no more !!!!!! MOVE ON and life will be better !
CHEERUP !

2007-10-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

im soo lucky that i over slept today.
cause there's no SCHOOL today.
woke up at 12 and went out .
i simply enjoy my day.

you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows me all.
no matter what happen. im always here for you.
i meant it ! i promise !
i will lend you my shoulder if you need one.
cheerup and loves.

im soo in love with my new blog song. hahas !
其实还爱你

2007-10-16T00:58:00.000-07:00

this is soo FUNNY ! UGLY BUTT !

sOooO GAY !!!

okay ! i kena gastric flu again, dont know from WHO.
and the pain killed me last night. woke up at 12noon.
and the pain is still there. soo i didnt attend school.
ate my lunch and i vomited and shitt-ed pls. asshole !
i just dont feel good. keep vomitting la.

wanted to see a doctor. but the clinic is CLOSE !
soo went to find gay and cousins at plaza.
i ditched work today again. whatever. im quitting.
went over to gay's and jo came.

went vivo to meet baby for dinner.
wanted carl's J but no more buns. how stupid right !
soo head for BK !

dinner with clique there's always laughter.
laugh until everyone is looking at us la.

head to roof garden to chill. chatted and played again .
hahas. left at 11.20 and head home by train.

told gay i missed the feeling tat we are in the old days.
and yes, i still loving talking to her.
we had a nice one just now. iloveyou no matter.
im here for you always ! (:

the gastric started its engine again. DAMN !bye bye peaceful sleep !
school tmr morning. missed ! ikea tmr !! (:

2007-10-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

gay !! i haven been taking picture with you for like soo long already pls ! hahahas !
after house warming yesterday. granduncle drive me down to bugis.
walked around while waiting for jo. soo i bought daddy's present last min.
hit EVE bar and drink.
drank with sorrow and sing with sorrow. i seriously cried out loud.
and thanks to jo who lent me her shoulder and telling me everything.
iloveyou !! hahahas.
im was kind of DRUNK.

gay and all came.to celebrate rachel's birthday , anw. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !
i didnt really enjoy yesterday. soo ya.

head home at 2plus. but i didnt want to leave. but i have got no choice. tskk.
slept at 4plus and woke up at 7plus.

went out at 1plus to celebrate daddy's birthday. PIZZA HUT! =/
bought daddy a ice-cream cake. and ya.
he went out after tat. and blah blah .
rotted at home till 6plus and went to meet may and sister.
ate abit and head home to catch TAXI !

tot was a nice show but it turn out to be BORED ! only the last part was excited.
omg ! SCHOOL TMR ! =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY AND SWEETIE NICOLE ! (:

2007-10-13T17:09:00.000-07:00

staying at home on saturday is seriously boring me out ! FUCK !
im meeting mommy at jurong for my auntie's house warming later.

i seriously feel like speaking my heart. im like living a life without PARENTS !
they seriously dont even know what the hell am i doing on earth right now.

dad dont come back often , even he's at home. we dont TALK ! we didnt talk for about 1mth plus already. not a SINGLE WORD pls ! dont even bother to ask me about my life n all. whatever.
now all he knows is only going out and PLAY PLAY and not coming back home and SLEEP ! what a father i had uh.

my mum ,i didnt see her for like 2mths plus already pls . and i wants to go her house , she will find lots of excuses . like WTF pls ! i seriously
wants my parents to care. but they dont seems too . my mum dont even text me or call me. ya , care for your baby son only. FUCK PLS !
she totally dont even know what the fuck am i doing and what am i now .
i tried soo hard to meet her at jurong pls . as i miss her super much. sigh.

what the fuck now ! living a life on my own. i seriously rather move out myself and go MIA !
my parents dont seems to care anymore. oh whatever. what rubbish am i talking ?

i have no one to turn to anymore.

i miss my parents soo freaking much ! )":
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2007-10-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

slept at 4plus lat night, and i tot of ditching work.
soo i gave a excuse of sore eyes. but im kinda sick la.
woke up at 1230pm and prepare to meet jer , eurren and jo for lunch at JE.
waited for super long pls. entertainment LJS for lunch.
after lunch , jervis went to work then me, jo and eurren went to arcade to look around.
and eurren gave a idea of taking neoprints.
soo GAY pls. omg ! but the out come of the pictures are nice. heee !

eurren went tuition after that and me n jo went to AMK to meet huishan.
brought my lappy out and played.
head to town by bus. fucking long journey pls ! stupid JO !
if i take train i reached long ago la.
went to heeren to find angel and ixac.

hit cine rocky to slack.
saw weichao. super long nv see him lor.
then joey came soon after follow by pris and ml.
went off at 11plus.

train-ed back to yewtee.
went yewtee mac to have my dinner.
angel and xiaoxuan came over to stay over.
noisy kids !! =/

last but not least; HAPPY 16TH MONTHARY.

2007-10-11T23:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday's pictures uploaded.

woke up at 2plus and met up with angel downstairs my block.
she wearing short and slippers.and im wearing skinny's plus shoes.
i was , -.- and i went up to change to a shorts. bloody. hahaas.
went to lot 1 and went to plaza. met up and LJS for dinner.
only me and char ate. -.-
went to a block for my lips piecing.
its swell now. damn.
went back to yew tee. and blah blahs , many things happened.
whatever it is. i still care !
if i dont care, i wouldnt flare up alright.
haish, no matter what , im still here for you until you said you dont need me anymore.
takecare and loves.

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2007-10-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

i tot i moved on .

ditched gay to meet her to go jervis house together in the morning.
i was super tired cause i slept at 5plus and i drank abit.
so i woke up at 1plus and prepared then head to amk to meet jervis , eurren and jo for lunch.
soon after we went to amk hub for arcade. played like mad pls. hahas.
walked around.

jervis went to meet her friends for dinner and we head to cuppage for CS.
super funny pls. walked from cuppage to arab street. its like super FAR la.
went EVE BAR again. jervis then came
and we drink total of 10 bottles.
sang and played. left at 11plus. last train back to cck for supper.
slack-ed and laughed like crazy pls.
left at 2plus. and im home !

* i said before in my blog, i wouldnt entertain spammers. (:
anyway, just keep everything to yourself . thanks.

2007-10-09T18:52:00.000-07:00

didnt slept the whole night . and went for breakfast with jo n my sister.
super funny thing happened on the way. *laugh till lungs drop.*
came back at 6plus with jo as my sis went to school.

i tried soo damn hard to sleep pls. but i just couldnt. toss and turn for soo super long.
jo knows. she using the lappy till dun know wad time. and when i open my eyes.
i saw that pig sleeping. hahas.
disturbed by jo when im still sleeping at 3plus.
she wants to go home. soo walked her to the DOOR STEP !
as how i did to jervis the other time. hahas. EVIL !
im super tired pls.

i went back to sleep till 6.30pm.
omg ! soo super shuang !!!!

ohh, im working on fri and sunday. =/

2007-10-09T02:57:00.000-07:00

baby's new hair cut ! (:

jo is wearing my shirt and im wearing hers.

FLAT HAIR -.-

woke up by jo calls , and she came over to my place early afternoon. -.-
and i slowly took my time to prepare and we head to TSS for her check up of eyes.
oh whatever shit mann , she need to go back in another 2weeks time later.

went to velocity for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 4plus 5.
went for KFC and theres a group of girls keep looking at me & jo.
oh whatever, they're CHEENA POK !

head to bugis to get the badges and head to vivo to find baby as i want to see her new hair style ! its cool and nice. and i wanna say , my baby is PRETTY with her new hair style. HAHAS !

slack-ed around at vivo, walked soo many rounds just to wait for baby to knock off.
walk around to find her formal. and hahas.and then baby went home.

me and jo went to changi airport to meet jo's friends.
and we dun have a LAST TRAIN HOME ! -.-
wanted to go EVE BAR ! but we didnt in the end.
head back to yew tee for supper. and jo came over to stay.

you dont even want to share your problem to me anymore.
we seems drifted apart.
im always here for you and willing to be your listening ears. ):

2007-10-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

went to meet jo at bugis in the afternoon yesterday.
walked around , and went to arab street and we saw lindy.
went shesha-ing. lemon flavour sucks !
almost vomited. whatever.
left to bugis J to meet lindy's cousin and friend and jervis.
had dinner at pastamania.

after that head back to arab street for drinking.
went to a pub named EVE BAR.
okay , its super nice.

cam-whored .

reached home at 4.35am and i couldnt get to sleep.
slept at 9plus in the morning and woke up at 1plus to have lunch with may.
went west coast and to sembawang park.
OMG ! TRAFFIC LIGHT SUCKS TODAY ! all RED ! DAMN !
okay, i hope i can turn in early .im seriously tired !

2007-10-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

Does your name fit you?

C: Really fall in love with (if i do, im serious)
L: One of the most romantic people(hmm....)
A: Fun to be around with(try asking around cause IDK)
R: Can kick your ass(HAHA,IDK)
I: Love to laugh(hahas, i think soo. my laughter can make euuren laugh like MAD)
S: Lives life for fun(YES! i can treasure it too)
A: Fun to be around with

J: Easy to have fun with(try asking around)
A: Fun to be around with
Y: Loved by everybody(i dun think soo)
V: Not judgmental(ya, cause i dun like people judging me too)
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with(OMG ! i dun know. hahas. mayb?)
N: Good bf/gf(DEPENDS)

T: Great Kisser(idk!(:)
A: Fun to be around with
N: Good bf/gf

J: Easy to have fun with
I: Love to laugh
E: Have beautiful eyes(alot people said soo)

Y: Loved by everybody
I: Love to laugh
N: Good bf/gf
G: Dont like people to tell you what to do(OF CAUSE ! WHO LIKE ?)

KEY
A: Fun to be around with
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Dont like people to tell you whatto do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

cho meiling asked me to do this. hahas, and she was laughing at hers. and she hurried me to do this. hahas. its 5.30am in the morning.and i just finished talking on the phone with jo plus im done with the picture editing for cho -..-. MUST thank me uh ! lols. will send it thru email to you. (:

went to dental and slacked at bpp mac and went over to lindy's house for find gay and baby to watch SHE's THE MAN !

here comes the gastric pain again . =/
GOOD NIGHT !

2007-10-05T15:56:00.000-07:00

i got to adjust my sleeping timing back before school reopen !
im sleeping at 4plus 5 every single night since july till now.
and waking at at 3plus -4plus in the afternoon. its like OMG !

i need to make myself sleep before 12midnight every night.
soo im able to wake up for school. PRAY HARD !

dental appt later. my appt card is LOST and old man didnt came home last night.
which means , i dont have money to pay for dental. FUCK !

edited.
i went to cut and shave my hair again. hahahas.
and it took me 40mins. =/

5.45pm

2007-10-04T18:35:00.000-07:00

OMG ! my flu and cough is killing me for a week already.
and soo do my gastric flu. shittypok ! ARGH !!!
its killing me, and im rotting at home again.

baby is working at vivo next week onwards. (:

edited -

damn damn damn ! im fuck bored ! how i wish im watching THE L WORD now.
chatted on the line with sweetie nicole just now . its been decades when we chatted.
hahas ! CHEENA POK ! oh, i created facebook. im a noobie of facebook ! damn !

7.54pm

2007-10-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

went to meet baby at lot 1 yesterday for dinner.
cute one and wife came soon after we finish our dinner.
went to watson to get all my stuffs. like auntie like this. OMG !
went to arcade to play bball . that's me and wife highest score. hahaas.
played till 9plus and decided to go KBOX .
hahas, soo we went . decided to leave at 12 but ended up 3am.
cause we were soo super high pls . nobody see me that high before. like OMG !
im loco mann..

baby stayed over my place . and i forgotten to bring my KEY. soo i got to press the bell and wake everyone up. hahaas.
chatted on the fone with jojo and wife till 4plus and went to bed.
woke up at 6am and went to the floor and sleep.

baby woke up at 9.30 and prepared for work .
and i went back to sleep after walking her to the DOOR STEP !=x
slept till 3pm and went to suntec to meet jojo.
and here we are at central point mac. =/

2007-10-02T17:47:00.000-07:00

heyhey ! im back with a new blogskin.
slept till 3pm and i didnt have anything to do.
soo i decided to change a new blog skin.

okayy ! its the 2nd day im home .
didnt went out at all for the pass two days.
joey was like , you broke your record already.
at home for 2days. hahas. YES !
im sick thats why im home.

thanks baby for packeting food up to my place last night.
iloveyou baby ! (:

2007-10-01T14:41:00.000-07:00

FUCK ! FUCK ! FUCK !

my bad flu & cough haven recover.
and guess what, i have got gastric flu now. -.-
got it from joey tan , THANKS uh !
keep going in and out of the toilet. like what the fuck.
wan vomit oso cannot vomit.
i hate the feeling laaaa ! ):
my body is soo WEAK !!!!

2007-10-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

slept at 7plus this morning and woke up at 2.45 in the afternoon.
prepared and cabbed down to pending LRT to meet kwek.
cause i tot i was LATE ! -.-
meeting 3.40 and at that time im still at yewtee.
soo yeapps. she was MORE late. its a FOREVER thing.
meet up with lauren , yingjie and lindy soon after.
bus-ed down to bugis to meet yiling.
hahas, been a long time i saw her.

walked to a place. dont where. never open . soo went to had dessert.
then went to V8 cafe at bugis for dinner.
FULLL ! FUN !

kwek is super HIGH HIGH HIGH pls .
took video of her doing stupid stuffs.
and they baked a cake for her.
hahaas.

dunno where to go after dinner ,soo everyone head home.
i went to TTSH to find jo.
her eyes its soo OMG !
went down to amk to have supper$. but something unpleasant happened.
shall not mention it.
broken heart. haish . just wanna say IM SORRY BABY!

im not working for the whole of THIS WEEK ! EVIL PIG !
what am i going to do mann , FUCK mann . haishh . stupid CARTEL !

2007-09-30T05:43:00.001-07:00

cine with angel and isaac during evening.
slacked at rocky master and chatted.
went to walk around awhile and head back to plaza to meet gay and cute one.
went to 163 for dinner.
went NTUC to get my wax. i ran out of it . soo yeapps. i saw a big BOX of plaster.
and its only $1.90
100 of it inside. hahaas. OMG !!! soo cheap .
*since when i go for cheap stuffs? influence by ?ans : =..=
you know who are you. LOL !
soon after baby came down and slack-ed at mac all the way till 5am.

saw lots of friends.
and yes, ming zhou jiawei and all.
chatted about sec sch life. seriously misses it lots.
browser thru michelle's blog and saw how we are last time. laughed like !@#$%%^&*.
i changed alot compare to last year. hahaas.
walked cute one home , and on the way baby and gay went high and started hitting each others
NEHNEH ! -.-
i kept avoiding them pls. OMG !
i cabbed home after tat. baby went over to gay's hse to stay as she needs to work later and she stayed at HOUGANG ! lols. super FAR !!!!

okay, im turning in soooonnnn ! (:
last but not least. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEK HUIXIAN !!! (:

*the hardest thing i'll ever have to do, is to turn around and walk away pretending that i don't love you.

2007-09-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

slept at 5.30 this morning. and woke up at 12noon. =/
my cough and flu got worst.
slack-ed. and went harbour front to meet baby.
went to vivo. had marche. baby's treat.
and walked around. head to bugis after that.
baby's shopping day today. and i only can LOOK ! ):
went to amk to meet jojo and co. soon after.
and slacked till 11plus.
head home. its not like a FRIDAY NIGHT LEHS !
why am i home soo EARLY? AWWWWW ! shit.
its 1am already. i wan plaza mac !!! slacking ! =/

2007-09-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

girlfriend you're soo cute in those pictures. HAHAS !!!! i love you tons mann !

2007-09-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

BABES ! I UPLOADED THE VIDEOS ALREADY ! ITS 3AM lehhhs. and im sick . i still upload !

2007-09-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

woke up at 2.30pm today.
and went cuppage to meet jo and friends.
then walked to ck tang to find girlfriend.
walked back to cuppage again to take her documents. -.-
walked back to heeren to meet girlfriend and friends.
UNDER THE RAIN ! " im rather sick already. BAD FLU "
went sake sushi to have dinner.
and cabbed down to bpp to meet wife.
dinner at KFC. slacked at mac. and 163.
cabb-ed home . and saw old man standing outside the house talking on the phone with someone.
bet its a girl. WHATEVER.

and my cough and flu is WORST ! i need a DOCTOR !!! =/

no matter what , i will forgive and forget . but its soo heart breaking. :'(

2007-09-27T15:56:00.000-07:00

2007-09-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

2007-09-25T14:49:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA PICTURES !

there's more to come in girlfriend's camera. waiting for her to upload and send . soo stay tune ! (:

went to work yesterday . and then girlfriend, wife and cute one came at 9pm to wait for me.
soo they had some cheesecake when waiting for me to knock off.
went 163 coffeeshop for dinner.
wife mum's treat. THANKS !
chatted tgt till 3am .
see cute one home , and then me and girlfriend went over to wife's house to stay over.
omg ! i have a swell eyes now . how great?
reached home at 2.30pm just now.
going marina to celebrate ml's birthday later.

anw , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHO MEILING VICTORIA !!!

2007-09-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

went to collect ml's birthday cake yesterday evening.
head to batok to meet gay and cute one to marina square.
they accompanied me over.
went to get a mp3 for ml as a birthday gift.

slack slack.
gave her a surprise. and ya.
hope u like it.
jervis and jo then came to meet us.
slacked at head home.

slept at 5plus this morning and woke at at 8.45am.
went to sentosa and cam-whored.
will upload it when they pictures are sent to me.
i enjoyed myself soo much today.
there's seriously always laughter when we meet.
then went to vivo for dinner.
and slacked , walked and play-ed.
jer , jo n gay came over my place.
slack-ed , watched tv and laughed at the video and pictures we took today.
HAHAS !

there's a pic which is OMG ! hahaas.
my new girlfriend? hahahas !

holiday started ! (:

2007-09-22T16:48:00.000-07:00

im soo into sports again.

i want to :
go diving
join dragonboat
swimming
playing basketball
jogging
gym-ing.
canoe-ing

i want to be slim and tann ! hahaas !
crazy me !!! TSKTSK !

im having the urge to slim down !
no more drinking for me ! QUIT !
no more eating sinful food !
im gotta control myself !

hahas !thats soo insane.
but im sure i can make it if im having a willing heart.

no more doing things half way.

2007-09-22T01:03:00.000-07:00

i just enjoy myself with my sissy every single time we meet.
been meeting them straight 2-3days already.
hahas, HYPER ! i just love this group of my friends super much.
(NOT I SAY I DUN LIKE THE THE REST LA ! )
thanks for being there for me when im down this few days.
there's always laughter with you guys.
hahas, always LAUGHING OUT LOUDLY !
and esp, you guys laughing at my laughter. -.-
yes, im the youngest among my clique.
but they take good care of me !
THANKS DUDE !

lots of things happening at home.
im seriously tired and giving up every single things.

bought myself a red skinnys & NUM slippers yesterday
and bought a levis shoes today.
chatted and laughing thru out our dinner. GOSH !
people are looking at us everywhere please.
but im not PAISEH !

im happy in a way , sad in a way !

2007-09-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

new design. hahas. cut just now , and i went to lot 1 to meet may.
after that go for dinner and chatted. haish.
im utterly disappointed ! =/

2007-09-17T15:00:00.000-07:00

went to meet girlfriend yesterday after she knocked off.
head to suntec by bus for carl's jr.
jo worked there. soo ya. DISCOUNT. (:

after dinner, went to catch a 9.40pm show at marina square.
2hrs later.went to cityhall mrt to meet jo to go back together.
ended up. both of us went over to girlfriend house to stay.
we drink , we played , we sleep.
hahaas.

me and jo was soo engross in our mental slung game till morning 7.20am.
that means, we played whole night. as girlfriend slept like a pig.
at 6plus , girlfriend's cousin suddenly wake up and join in the game with us.
and he head to school after that.
3 of us slept till 11plus.
and slack-ed. soo i went back to my lala land .
and got disturb by girlfriend. IDIOT !

left at 1plus as girlfriend needs to work.
soo yeapps. head home, and tata ! here i am.
not going back to sleep already, if not cannot wake up to work.

and yes ! on 14-16 dec im going genting with wife & cute one family with girlfriend maybe.
hopefully you can go uh ! hahaas. I CANT WAIT ! :D

2007-09-16T16:16:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY NIGHT FEVER !!! (:

2007-09-16T15:37:00.000-07:00

reached home at 10plus last night.
that was super early.
then chatted on the phone with 3 gays.
euuren , jervis and jo for 5hrs18mins48secs !
hahaas. soo damn funny pls !
LEE XX ! JO____! OLD CHANG KEEE !
hahaas.

slept at 4plus 5 till 3.20pm today.
that means i just woke up. (:
having my lunch now infront of the lappy.
and whatever.
nobody talked to me.
who cares mann.
im locking myself in my room after meal.

2007-09-15T13:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday !

dental , den bpp mac to slack.
from 8plus.
had dinner at mac again. -.-
chilled with sulwyn n yixin.
grace came.
then they went off at 11.
jervis den came.
and after that euuren.
i left at 12 for awhile.
went ONE ROCHESTER to drink with may and siblings.
i drank alot alot.
went back to bpp to meet jer n euuren again.
my head is super heavy.

head home at 3plus.
and then i just couldnt sleep.
suddenly i was soo mad. and i text bastard old man this:
you really enjoy being out and not coming home? leaving your family at home and not caring?
i dont wan to have this kind of father alright.

2007-09-14T02:16:00.000-07:00

went to work yesterday.
time flies.
8plus jervis came to meet me .
soo she meet clique first.
as im working till 10pm.
knock off at 10pm.
went to starbucks to find for them after tat.
slack till 12. starbucks close.

soo head to mac.
den mac close.
head to 163.
head porridge there.
my love. its soo super yummy.
chatt-ed alot alot.

and decided to go dy's place.
play-ed like crazy.
i miss GIGI ! hahas.
then gay n jm went first at 6plus.
den jer n dy was sleeping.
soo i stick to the computer.
left at 8plus.
and headed home.

realise my dad didnt came home lat night too.
dun give a damn.
head to sleep till now . 5pm !=x

going dental later.
mayb dont know meeting who also laa !

2007-09-13T14:32:00.000-07:00

went cathay to wait for may.
den went to PS cartel to have dinner.
the SERVICE & FOOD SUCKS pls .
went to wait for cab.
when we reached. we left the cab n she cabbed back to her sis place.
the feeling is soo ! haish . like su bu de the feeling.
as what may and me felt.
its soo super WEIRD can.
haish.

i miss you soo much !!

happy 15th mth to darling. i dont know if you remembered anot.
but i never forget.

2007-09-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

felt your house shaking ?
i felt it. it makes me soo giddy pls.

okay , didnt went to school today.
slack-ed at home watching youtube the whole day.
and chatting on the line.

going dinner with may later.
going prepare soon.

2007-09-11T15:59:00.000-07:00

i misss you soo much !!!!

another holiday like this ? haish.
tears just cant stop flowing down my cheeks.
saw her left. tears started dropping again. haish.
I WANT YOU BACK ! :'(

2007-09-11T13:36:00.000-07:00

looking at you crying and crying again.
talking about everything.
haish , im seriously heart broken.
didnt tot that things will turn out this way.
i seriously hate him to the core.
im serious.

i have got no mood anymore.
what will i do when i see you walk out with your stuffs along with you later?
i seriously dont know.
im lost. a child without its mother.
sigh- i hate the life.

looking at you packing your stuffs now make me , haish.
i dont know i dont know.

im not picking up any calls nor texts.
mayb i should throw my phone aside from now.

the 3 of us wanting you to stay soo much.
but its impossible.
cause he is the one.
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!

i finally see what my dad is like .
you sucker ! FUCK OFF alright.

2007-09-11T02:34:00.000-07:00

i never felt this for 7yrs already.
and im feeling it now again.
7yrs ago , dad n mum divorced.
now , dad and may broke off.
seriously , i treat her as a part of my family.
i treat her as my mother.
she taught me to be a person in life.
guild my sisters.
tell me the right n the wrong.
doing soo much for the family.
haish . why ?

dad, did she do anything wrong?
cant u give her a chance like how she gave you once?
the feeling im having now is worst than breaking off with your love one.
tears just flow down without anyone knowing.
i know i got to be strong.
life without her ? what will it be?
i really dont know.

build up the bond with her for the pass 1yr and plus .
and nw what?
she's there when i needed someone soo much.
i need you , i love you , i miss you soo.

i totally have no mood.
God , please help !!

thanks meiling and jervis for being there for me.
and giving me all ur support.
telling me to be strong.
i will . im a grew up person.
i will think.

2007-09-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

slacked the whole evening pls.
then may and gwen wan to go out for dinner.
soo i went along.
on the way, i was teasing gwen. lols.
she dress like a AUNTY pls!
soo i named her aunty TAN.
may called her that too.
den they called me da jie da tan. -.-
llame. hahas. laughing my ass out mann.

im bored bored bored. working 1 day this week only.

2007-09-10T16:11:00.000-07:00

woke up at 1plus ytd.
slack here and there, den meet jervis and her fren at vivo.
waited for 1hr30mins.
WTF? -.-
went to eat ny pizza.
den walked around.
i saw a white shoes from river island.
i wan to buy. $123.

den head to town at 8plus.
her fren left at 9.
den we went drinking at wisma bar.
chatt-ed.
then at 11plus i rushed home as something happened.
wen to find may.
haish. blah blahs.
shall not say soo much
.
chatted on the phone with SOMEONE from 1plus all the way till 6plus.
and then decided to go for breakfast.
reached her place at 7plus.
slept for a while as she was busy with HER movie.

soo head down for breakfast at 8plus.
heas home after that.
reached at 9.30 somehow.
and i went into dad's room and sleep till now.
time checked 4.10pm

hmm, i oso dunno am i working today anot. whatever !

2007-09-08T13:42:00.000-07:00

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST !!!

THANK YOU CHO MEILING FOR THE WALLET.
I LOVE IT ALOT ALOT ALOT !

im soo in need for a new wallet please.
and you know me . hahas.
my old want used for 3years plus and its spoilt. =/

2007-09-08T12:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

THANKS FOR ALL THE SURPRISES and WISHES !
im very very touched.
seriously. i did enjoy my birthday this year to the fullest.
woke up at 10am ytd. went to CUT my hair .
haa. new hair style.
den went to meet other at cck for movie at PS.
hairspray. =/
not very nice to me , i almost doze off.

went to town for a walk after that.
waited for the sissy to come.
went for dinner , and head to F.V
there's alot of people who went.
THANKS ! (:
SURPRISE once again.
im teared some how.
OMG ! you guys ! I HATE laaaaa.

the sissy plus lauren and yingjie bought 2 boxers for me and putted inside a G2000 bag.
and when we reached F.V .
suddenly GOT birthday cake with candles on , and they asked me to open up the G2000 bag again.
i was like , ok lor.
OMG ! I SAW A G2000 FORMAL ! =/
stupid shit . so EX lehhs ! pls .

OH and , peipei they call bought a SONY SPEAKER for me .
THANKS ! haaas. i wanted to get it myself. lols .

and THANKS NICOLE for the lolipops. (:

and JO ! haaaas. thanks FOR TREATING for the beers ! (:

and KELROY WEE YU TING was the person who like WISHED me for like soo many TIMES hahas. THANKS LAAA !
FIRST & LAST person ! haaas.

slack and chill , played and chatted till 4plus in the morning .
and head home by cab.
someone came over to stay.
and i bathed b4 i went to bed.
and i didnt SLEEP AT ALL pls.
im soo soo tired. =/

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN DARLING ! (:

2007-09-07T02:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF? ya ! (:
i enjoyed my day today.
went marina south to have steamboat.
and cam-whored.
went for pool session after that.
sulwyn's mum came to fetch us.
slacked at plaza with mingzhou for like 30mins.
den head home. reached at 2.30 i guess.
im soo touched by friends around me for this yr birthday.
THANKS PEOPLE FOR WISHING ME ! (:

2007-09-06T14:00:00.000-07:00

the cake i wanted since last year birthday . =/
deleted the picture. =/

dreams are all weird last night.
its really weird.
why did i dream of you 2nights straight?
its like i haven been dreaming of you for decades.
oh whatever shit.

woke up at 1pm.
and i still cant forget about yesterday.
i used to forget things the next morning once im awake.
but no longer anymore.
my mood is as low as last night.

10hours more to go. =/
SAD BIRTHDAY ?

2007-09-06T01:55:00.001-07:00

can 7th sept not come ? i dun wan !
its turning 2am already.

and im HUNGRY !
haven had my dinner. and soo im hungry. =/
im not going to eat anything as its already turning 2.
DIET !
some IDIOT = gay bud said im old already still like some small kids.
on diet is small kid mehs . you KUKU
its fattening to eat at this HOUR !

oh yes, when i was showering.
i vomited blood. =/
like again?
its always the case.
im used to it.
soo who cares?

ehh , im lazy for school later.
i doubt i can wake up for school.
soo why bother?

im tired tired, but i cant sleep .
mind spinning. =/

i REALLY dont want 7thsept to come . but its just TOMORROW !!!

2007-09-05T23:29:00.000-07:00

you never meant you words from the start till now.

woke up at 11plus.
and prepared for school.
skipped the morning lesson as i was too tired to wake up.
soo left house around 12.25pm.
reached school at 1.30pm i guess.
had my lunch. and head to class 2pm.
class was bored.
didnt had lessons at all.
DEPARTMENT head came to speak to the whole class.
and at 3.30 ms nat let us home.

soo i went to amk mac to meet nicole and friends.
rot there for like 2hrs looking at them study.
at 6pm head to parkway by bus.
its taking like forever to reach.
walked to eastcoast and walked back to nicole's house playground.
slack awhile here and i head to town by cab to meet BBF.
michelle FORCED me to get a topman tee cause she want to buy for her bf.
soo for 2 tee it will be like $29.
soo we bought 1 each
left at 10plus .
and head back by train.
reached home at 11.10pm.

the past flashed back in my mind.
looking at that couple. haish.
idk . i just wanna say . I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT !

2007-09-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

OH WHATEVER SHIT !
i got kick out of school.
no , i dropped out first.
who cares.
haven been school since july 22.
what have i fucking done for all this while?
whatever.
studies SUCKS !

busy week this week. =/
birthday week.

wednesday : EAST COAST-ing with nicole.
thursday : steamboat-ing celebration of mine with BBF
friday : going outreach i guess then town and fisherman village with ALOT ALOT OF PPL ! =/
saturday : SLEEPING DAY !
sunday : IDK !

2007-09-04T22:14:00.001-07:00

SNAPS SHOTS OF THE DAY ! (:

BIRTHDAY PRESENT GIVEN BY JOEY & GWEN. CRUMPLER BUNDLE.

BIRTHDAY PRESENT GIVEN BY JERVIS. TOPMAN POLO TEE.

ROTTING AT THE CATHAY WAITING FOR MAY.

I LOVE THIS. HAAS.

SHOPPING BAGS ! =/

THE TOP BOUGHT JUST TODAY AT I.P ZONE . EUUREN SEEE !

ROOT BEER FLOAT IN NEWYORK NEWYORK

tiring day ! =/
woke at and prepare for shopping with joey today .
left house at 12.30 and head city hall by train.
went to get skinny's . each of us bought 2. (:
HAPPY !
went NEWYORK NEWYORK for lunch at citylink.
my treat. soo yeapps . enjoyed ourself.
$38.

went to marina square for a shop after that.
bought 1 i.pzone polo tee and a formal.

trained down to town.
went to get my crumpler bag. and went to CK TANG to give jervis a surprise.
soo i dropped by as my sister want to see her real person.
hahas. yes . i scare her. (:
she passed me my present.
wanted to change the size. but guess its alright.
topman polo tee.not cheap.
went off and slack at shaw mac with joey.
waited for may's reply.
ended up, trained down to the cathay to wait for her to knock off.
waited for like an hour plus . faint. rotted.
snap pictures.

went to AO CHAN to eat.
haven been there for a month plus .
miss the BEEF there. YUMMY!
each of us paid half half.
then to bali house to drink.
and may's sister came to pick us.

accompany may to see a doctor as she's sick.
soo yeapps. reached home at 10pm.
OMG ! im dead tired already.
brought $300 out. and i left with $20.
how great? hahas. haven been shopping like this for a long time .
im HAPPY !!! (:
and when i reached home , i saw a ITE letter.
finally a WARNING LETTER ! hahaas.
just need to write letter back .
whatever. it has been done, and im going to school tmr.
(:

2007-09-03T10:37:00.000-07:00

woke up at 11am .
went bpp with joey for lunch .
saw mich , lena and peiling at food court.
soo ate with them.
about to head to school.
but i didnt in the end.
went to meet angel chee instead.
den went to meet xiaoxuan and lydia for pool session.
issac den come too.
went to timah.
den went off at 4plus.
cause i wan dead bored there.
went back bpp again .
slack here and there.
meet up with emerald .
den lena asked me to acc her to get stuffs at 5plus.
soo i waited her at starbucks .
and to my surprise.
i saw them at cartel .
and with 3 cheesecakes and 1 candle.
hahas. they force me to finish up the cheese cake tgt with chocolates.
DAMN ! im soo touched ! hahaas.
I LOVE YOU GUYS !
okay, went to work after that.

2007-09-02T21:11:00.000-07:00

i expected a happy birthday dinner with family.
but ended up , i didnt .
got a birthday lecture and i blew up and cried soo badly.
like WTF ! infront of the whole family.
its been years i cried infront of them.
received red packet den kena lecture.
who like to get lecture on their birthday dinner?
but ended up , i reached home.
open red packet. hahas . total of $300.
aiya, nvm la.
daddy haven give. llaa !lets see and wait lor .
PLEASE DONT MAKE ME CRY ON MY BIRTHDAY ITSELF !
i will really got crazy.
haven have a happy on my birthday.
how SAd?
nevermind. whatever.

2007-09-01T23:32:00.001-07:00

meet up with lindy at cck ytd at 12noon.
went to jurong point to have our lunch at kfc before heading for photo taking of singapore.
our plan was to go , chinese garden , cityhall , changi airport and vivo city.

after lunch , went chinese garden.
its was close . how stupid. and me carry the SLR CAMERA bag.
its damn heavy.
then head to cityhall instead.
took pictures of the whole cityhall area.
people keep looking at us like we are like tourist can !
and its like soo damn SUNNY !
and its suddenly rains soo heavily.
like -.-
walked to bugis to find for yingjie .
and we skipped changi due to laziness.
and hit down to vivo straight.
took pictures.
and ppl keep looking at us again as crazy cam-whor-ers
went to coffee bean to slack and wait for gay an her sister to reach.
meet them up at NEWYORK PIZZA at harbourfront centre.
there's one damn tomboy keep looking and looking .
dunno for what shit mann .
OMG ! that group of people are soo sucks !
head ny pizza.
its damn hell big for a person laaa !
head back to vivo. walked around and chill at the top level.
drink too .
omg ! i went HIGH HIGH HIGH !
jiaming then came.
sorry dude for shouting at you !
till everyone tot im drunk.
and send me home first ! -.-

reached home at 1.
shower and online awhile and slept.
omfg ! i dont know how i could hit my left eye at the edge of my table .
and its hell pain !
woke up with my left eye blueblack . how great ! -.-
and there's a wood chip that went into my finger. darn !

didnt wen to pray my grandfather as i was sleeping deeply .
i woke up at 2pm !!!

pictures will be up soon ones i get it from lindy ! (:

2007-09-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

time checked 5.05 am on 1sept.
okayy, whatever.
im still online chatting with jervis lee and webcaming.
we both are hyper now.
someone just cant stop smiling to the com , i just cant stand you MANN ! OMFG ~
lols ! funny dude.
hahaas ! how great.
i need to go out early later !!!

2007-09-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

met up with jervis , and im late for 13mins .
hahas, idiot .
decided to go suntec to find jo at IT FAIR.
soo we went to walked around IT fair.
and we cant find her pls . hahas.
went to have laska for dinner at 9plus .
after that , went to the esplande to chill.
chatt-ed alot alot . and decided to go for drinking.
but ended up we didnt .
trained down to kovan to have supper at HK cafe.
and we left home by cab at 2plus.
fcuk ! cab from hougang to cck is $27.
0.o

2007-08-31T17:28:00.000-07:00

okayy , i didnt went back to westspring today nor go to school today.
i OVERSLEPT. whatever !
received lots of calls and texts early morning.
and i slept till 12plus i guess.

woke up , slacked.
asked my maid to get lunch for me.
and then after awhile went to lot 1 for awhile.
head home , and im not going to work today .
ditching. oh wadever !
meeting jervis at town later at 7pm for dinner.
i wouldnt ditch you again dude. lols ! (:

and shit ! i need to get a prepaid card soon.
my texts had exceeded.
i used 800over msges alr . like WTF !
renew date is on 23rd ! AWWW !

last day of the month. (:
7days more to jayvon's (:

2007-08-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

i forgotten to bring my apron for work.
its was already 5.45pm when i realise it .
soo i called joey to bring it down for me.
after a long pleasing.
she finally did. and reached at 6.30 . -.-
im late for work by 30mins.
work-ed. BORED seriously.
but i learn new things.
after work , went back to mac to meet gay & cute one.
left at 1045 i guess.

i thinking of ditching school tmr.
that means , whole week i haven been to school.
total days of not going school.
straight 1 mth. =/
and i will be meeting my ex-classmates back to sec sch tmr.
working at 7pm tmr. SUCKS !

2007-08-30T16:32:00.000-07:00

2007-08-30T14:49:00.000-07:00

slept at 3plus last night .
and i overslept for school today again . DAMN IT !
as what jervis said , i cannot make it already.
oh WHATEVER ~
MR Zo texted me again.
heck , meet up with gay at plaza
for lunch. NAKED fish.
then went to her house as she wants to change & take books to study.
walked back to plaza again.
here we are, at MAC. waiting for my CUTE ONE to arrive after her school.
im working at 6pm today. OMFG !
im soo damn tird cann . help meee !!!!

i dont feel like going anywhere on the 7th. =/

2007-08-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

fell asleep at 5.30 when im watching TV.
as i said, my eyes are damn tired.
soo i slept all the way till 8pm. =x
piggo uh ?lols.
okayy , im very awake up.
and i dont know how am i gotta sleep tonight.

and anw , i felt soo bad not accompanying JERVIS.
soo sorry DUDE.
i want to meet you badly , but i dont have the cash.
soo yeapps. SORRY.
PRAY i will be school tmr, i missed 4weeks of 3D max lesson.
and its like OMG okayy.

okayy , i guess my dad allows me to drop out from ITE.
and im going to study my PASTRY and BAKING soon .
yes , my DREAM , my DESIRE !

2007-08-29T16:45:00.000-07:00

BAD HAIR DAY !!

okay well , i woke up at 8.40am which im LATE for school already.
went to prepare, and head off to school.
when i reached YCK mrt station at 9.45am
it started to rain -.-
HEAVILY okay.
soo i decided to make a U turn back .hahaas.
went to YISHUN for TOILET cause i dont even know where's the toilet at yck .
i have a sad tummy today as what CUTE ONE always say this,
my tummy no good today leh. in a very CUTE way which i always laughed at it .

went to take bus 171 down to BP.
walked around alone , went to the library. -.-
and i sat at starbucks for hours waiting for my gay to end school.
i went to starbucks every wed straight cann . LIKE OMG !
drink there wasnt cheap at all. -.-

went outside PJC to wait for gay
to go jurong entertainment to have lunch tgt before her tuition.
has kobayashi , spell this way ? i dunno.
hahas, the WORST JAP food ever. but i dun mind having it with her la.
soo chatt-ed damn alot .
on the way on bus , we took some pictures cause it was her first
time seeing me in my uniform.
really uniform, not polo tee which i always wear it to school.
hahas.
will upload it when she send it to me. (:
walked her to her tuition block and here i am , homed .

my eyes is damn tired .
i just dont know why mann .
guess im not meeting jervis for dinner and pubbing with her friends already.
they actually invited me . hahas !

2007-08-29T00:47:00.000-07:00

look at my previous post and look at what joeytan tagged.

and i went to her in msn , saying.
i where got rude siah .click on the picture to view the conversation .

and anyway , daddy gave me the authority to ground my youngest sister ,
or making the choice of letting her go out or not .
and she gotta to REPORT to me when she reaches home after school everyday.
you DONT WANT to study ? TRY ME !
i will be mean . i will prove to you.
soo now whatever consent form, im the the one making the decision and dad will sign it.
cause i got pissed by her today.
she quickly ran out of the house today knowing that im still asleep.
i called her TONS of times ,she didnt answer and she OFF her hp .
after awhile , she told me a EXCUSE of her mobile batt flat and was charging.
hahas, how GREAT UH ?
you think im a 3yr old kid?
i used this fucking excuse when im at your age.
dont be stupid can .
whatever ticks i used before , you're using it now .
i cant be smart at studies, but im always smart at all this craps.
soo dun fool me . anyway, TRY ME ! (:
and you wouldnt get to step out of the house for the whole of next week !
STUDY HOLIDAY !
and daddy wasnt happy with ur RESULTS !
its all a JUST PASS !
HELLO ! i know you're happy with it .
you think u can get to EXPRESS STREAM with this kind of results?
WAKE UP !

look , who is talking ? hahas, BIG SISTER OF THE FAMILY ! (:

2007-08-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

locked myself in my room the entire day.
im SICK again .
damn it , just recover only.
and im sick again .
and i totally have no MOOD !
damn ! my mind is spinning.
i hat to be at home , but im too lazy to be out today .
FUCK !

im craving for a food i hate most . MAGGIE MEE ! -.-
and when i went down , i head my sister tutor talking aobut HOMOSEXUAL !
everyone is talking about it now . HAHAS !

the affection for you is growing . =/

2007-08-28T17:00:00.000-07:00

okayy , i was soo damn tired at 4.3o when im chatting online.
soo i went to bed instead.
but i toss here and there the whole night.
7.15am gay called to wake me up.
and she ditched school.
soo i was too tired for school.
soo we chatted on the phone for like 1hr15mins.
and both of us went back to sleep till 2plus .
haahas.
im slacking here and there now.
damnn bored.
Mr Zo just smsed me
hahas. i need to go back to school no matter what mann .